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Name: Ryan
Location: Hong Kong, China
Birthday: 1/12/1987
Gender: Male
Interests: Hitting some small balls, and pucks.
Expertise: lookin good with my possey.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Education/Research
Message: message me
Member Since:
9/10/2003
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| Hello...its been almost a year since i wrote in this thing... which i think is a little crazy! anyway im in Montana right now and i must say that it is amazing here! even though it is cold just to be away from the california smog is something that i can live with for a couple days. Montana is definately one of those places where someone could find peace without having any trouble. My mothers house is quite amazing...i feel like im living in the tv show MTV cribs its that nice! Even though its very nice i know i could never live our here.
While i remember i wanted to wish everyone a merry christmas! My nineteenth christmas and yet i still have so much fun. IM CELEBRATING A WHITE CHRISTMAS! how many people in cali have done that? guess i get a taste of what it was like when i lived in colorado, however i miss my family back home..my dad, robin, and the two little buttheads. So its kinda bittersweet i also miss all those that i spend much of my time with and even those i dont.. dont ask me how i just do.
Two days ago i went to Stephs christmas party and it was very fun. i actually had a good time even though someimtes i feel like i dont belong there cuz everyone there is more spiritual active than me and most of these ppl have known each other for most of their lives. But im glad that i went. sometimes seeing some of these smiles is worth a big of akwardness. However being there reminds me of how much of an idiot i was in high school, and somethings never change...when i see some of these ppl it makes me sad to think i had these ppl close to my heart at one point in my life, and now i can barely speak to them. I guess its the fact that times change, people change, and our hearts change.
Anyways if i were to recommend something to you people if u actually still read this crap i would recommend that you read the book called rich dad poor dad by robert kiyosaii. It is an excellent book that my dad gave to me beofer i left on my trip, and even though im only half done with this book...It is amazing and very helpful if u want to have a secure and happy future.
Merry Christmas with much love!
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| Well, last night i was at my brothers party...party  i know shocking. but anyways i was talking to a friend and i guess she told me alot about wat i should do, and this and that...but i guess i should thank her, because she made me realize that people arent going to help me unless i help myself first...so i guess...even tho i didnt make a promise...i promise that im going to try. Try to make my life as best as i can the only ways that i know how. Its not going to be easy so...i guess wat im asking is to wish me luck. HAHA I'm a goner!!! ... | | |
| da da da!!! i updated this motherf@#$%*!!! well not really, i just wanted to say that im at uci right now...and i have no idea what i am doing with my life...hahaha...omg im screwed. but anyways...girls are a pain in my a*%, and i still have the same feelings that ive always had...du mah gosh...o and the broncos just lost the afc title, and are not going to the superbowl. doesnt that just suck really bad............................................................ yeah........................................................................................................................ ................................................................................................................................ .............................................................................................................................. Did i say that girls are a pain in my ass? | | |
| wats going on? WEll right now, for those of u that didnt know, im in montana right now visiting my mom, and stepdad. To tell u the truth i have been having a really good time here. Honestly, i thought that it was going to be a bust. Its amazing...how when there are no city lights, u can see so many stars at night its amazing. My mom and i found the big dipper out of like hundreds of stars. To tell u the truth ive never see the big dipper...oh i almost forgot i also saw the aurora borealis, or the northern lights, which u normally see in like alaska or farther places up north...ITS AMAZING!!!
well ive talked to my dorm mate...he seems like a cool guy, im sure we'll have some crzy times...but u never know. Sorry Ann hes got a gf. HAHA Better come and visit me anyways!
Yeah well wat can i say, since being in Montana ive had lots of time to think, just about everything thats going on, and truthfully its overwhelming. Ive been thinking about this one person, and for some reason i just cant seem to get her out of my mind...Maybe i dont want her to leave my mind, i care for her so much. The problem is that this girl she has a life that does not involve me very much, actually almost none at all. ITs sad how much i care for her, and she has no idea. Last night, i got some great advice, and that was to just forget, and leave the situation alone. I wish that i could, but its hard. I wish i could tell her everything, but i guess that will never happen. I wish alot of things haha...this shiza sucks...Tell me wat u think... | | |
| Hello all, well first things first, that last entry is totally and utterly false...hahaha, and for the record that was takashi that worte that, so i feel sorry for him. but yeah...senior year ended with a bang, and off to summer i went and i pretty much work all of my time. i work 40 hours a week, and trust me it seems like 100, but watever i get FREE GOLF! o for those of u that dont know... i work at a golf course, yes it has its great benefits. but other than work i play golf all the time, and i play basketball with paul, ham, and jay, all the time. It is very fun. Takashi and i have decided to play on the UCI lacrosse team, oh yeha were going to UCI dizzle. And im planning to play on the uci golf team which is DIV 1 so wish me luck. c yall later. | | |
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